Virgin and damn proud of it...

It seems like everytime I get out of bed in the morning, I have to wonder, am I the only sixteen year-old virgin.  I have to admit that I'm not exactly a hit with the ladies.  It's not because of my figure.  I do work out.  I think that it's because of my cynical attitude towards life.  I just have to wonder if I am the only one.  I'm sure that at least one other 16 year old in the world has to be a virgin.  OK, yes I know there are more than 6 billion people in the world.   

Of course, I do jack off... who doesn't?  I guess I am writing this because I want to get my ideas and thoughts out.  I have never really thought about sex... no that's not true at all.  Hmm...  You know, something really weird?  I think that I am gay.  I'm sure that you are thinking: why wouldn't you figure that out sooner?  I don't really know, but I think that may be the reason that I'm not having sex.  The problem is, I like girls.  I think that they are cute, but I can't "get off" thinking about them.  You know?
   
Sometimes I feel like my body wants to be with boys and my mind wants girls.  I'm definitely not bisexual, but...  I guess I'll just have to figure this out with time.