WHAT IT'S ALL ABOUT

     The real meaning of sex. While, I think it something you do with someone you trust and love. To doctors, it's a way to have babies. To parents, it's kids doing something they no business doing. Sex it's all around me. From the time I go to school and back home. There isn't a time i've haven't thought about it. I don't know what it is about sex. My parents hate talking about it . My friends thinks it's a joke of some kind. I don't want a STD or anything else that can kill. I'm serious. My parents have no idea of what goes through my mind each day. Yeah, I'm a virgin so what. That doesn't mean I don't know what it is. Or how it feels. Because I believe that we all have a choice. And i've made my choice about sex. And that is to wait till I'm ready. Not because my boyfriend begs me to. Or it's the only option that I have when I'm stressed out. Sometimes just stepping out the door does helps a little. It erases some of the pain and stress I have. And sometimes it helps me alot.