Playing with Fingers

   The main topic when I am with my best friend is masturbation. But, when we get around other people, I feel totally taboo. I used to think masturbation was something only boys did and that girls were physically impossible to do it. But my curiousity took me over. I felt like I was like everybody else, not knowing how a girl masturbates. But when my best friend told me that she had been masturbating for the longest, I was in shock! How do you do it? i asked. Ofcourse she did not answer thinking i was joking. But seriously I did not know how the hell girls  masturbated. So I thought about it, and thought about it,...and thought about it, and nothing came to mind. I needed to find another resource. All hail the Internet. I serched and serched and finally found the answer to my ongoing question. But even though I had found the answer, I still did not understand. What is the clitoris? Where is it? Can I trust these "how-to" websites? After a week surfing the internet, I had known the ups, downs, ins, and outs of the forbidden activity.

   Now that I have a better understanding, and maybe a little experience, I could finally talk to my friends about about. it. But when I tried to, some friends would be grossed out, or shocked that someone would do that. I felt betrayed. I thought everybody did it. But finally I had to realize that society has yet to accept the act of good 'ol masturbation. It's kind of like a What Happens in Las Vegas, stays in Vegas.

  It has gotten better. I can finally talk about the wonders of it with my friends. So now when my bestfriend decides to spring her last night's escapades, I can finally relate.